SoMe SoNgS iVe WrOte

2002-11-12T14:02:00.000-08:00

-Cry-
I really loved u
i really like u
i really trusted u
but it was a god damn fuckin lie
so plz....

Never hold my hand if you're going to break my heart
never look into my eyes if all you do is lie,
never say I love you if you really mean goodbye,
never say forever cuz forever makes me cry

just know this one thing
ima be ok
ima be fine
i dont need ur lies
i dont need to waste my time
on you
on yoooou
onnn yooou....
so plz....

Never hold my hand if you're going to break my heart
never look into my eyes if all you do is lie,
never say I love you if you really mean goodbye,
never say forever cuz forever makes me cry

2002-10-29T23:01:00.000-08:00

-dont like me-
i know u like another guy
i know u want me 2 die
i know u tell me nothing but lies
u call me sweetie pie
but i know
i know.......

u dont like me
u dont wanna see me
u want to live in harmony
with someone else
but me

but if u did really like me
u dont show it
u dont call me

all i do is wait 4 ur calls
listen to ur bullshit
listen to ur lies
but baby u gotta listen
just tell me straight out that i am not ur guy
cuz i know
i know
i know....

u dont like me
u dont wanna see me
u want to live in harmony
with someone else
but me

-by mikey-

2002-10-29T22:58:00.001-08:00

-weird love-
did you ever luv someone
but knew they didn`t care
did u ever feel like crying
but knew you`d get nowhere
did u ever look into their eyes
and say a lil prayer
did u ever see them lonely
when they were sad and blue
did u then reach out and say....

I LOVE YOU...

don`t ever fall in luv my friend
it doesn`t pay a dime
it only causes broken hearts
yet it happens all the time
luv is grand, but it hurts 2 much
the price you pay is high
if i could choose between luv and death
without you i`d rather die
do not fall in luv my friend
you`ll be hurt b4 it`s through
you see my freind, i gotta know
cuz i`m in luv with you
-by mikey-

2002-10-29T22:58:00.000-08:00

-love you-
I can`t find the words to say
To tell you that i feel this way
I want you to tell me what i can do
To make you want me next to you
If you look at me you`ll understand
All i want is to hold your hand
I felt this way for so long
It hurts me that i don`t belong
Wanting you is all a dream
My heart aches i wanna scream
I smile and laugh just thinking of you
Together now i wish it was true
I alway imagine of your gentle touch
If only you knew i felt this much
not being with you i`m falling apart
Cause i don`t know how to get your heart
If you could only see the love in my eyes
Of all those nights I sat and cried
Just look at me i`m stading there
Call out my name and i`ll be there
How long the wait i don`t know
When that day come i`ll let it show
If you only knew my feelings for you
I`ll stay hopeful you`ll feel the same way too.
-by mikey-

2002-10-29T22:57:00.000-08:00

-more than a friend-
I’d Rather Be Your Lover Rather Than Your Friend,
But I’d Rather Be Your Friend Rather Than Nobody.
If I Can Only Have You In Heaven,
Then Let Me Die Now So I Can Be With You.
When You Have Nothing Left But Love,
Then For The First Time
You Become Aware That Love Is Enough.
Love Can Sometimes Be Magic,
But Magic Can Sometimes
Just be an illusion.
I would Rather See you For a Day,
And Die The Next,
Rather Than To Live For Eternity
And never meet you.
-by mikey-

2002-10-29T22:56:00.000-08:00

-All Alone-
one lighten candle
one lonley body
one soul
one self
one night
all alone

i think of u night and day
dont think u know how much i like u
i hope u like me 2
u sometimes make me feel blue
dont know whats goin on
i wonder if u can sense my feelings through and through
i wanna see you
i wanna meet u
i wanna smell you
i wanna touch you
till that days comes i will always be..
all alone -by mikey-